Reflective study blog

Long time no see? Just kidding. I have come back, not because I have anything particularly important to say. Or maybe I do. In my last post (all of sixty minutes ago) I wrote a little and moaned a little about what I have and haven't been doing. I forgot to add something. The essay I have been working on, the reason for this blog, is almost complete.  It's a bit of a mess still, but everything I need is in place but everything I needed to say has not been said. It's far bigger than I thought. I have so much more to say and to read about and to investigate. I feel sick sometimes when I research this subject (aesthetics, ethics and photojournalism). I don't know how the people who do this for a living can sleep. I see these images in my head and I have only been looking at newspapers online. I am obviously not cut out for this. Not at all. I don't want to be either. I will be glad when it's finished. Thanks and sorry for the moan.